Today is the 6th November 2008 . Received an sms from Doris this morning saying that Ah Goh's grandma just passed away . I'm so sorry to hear that . 

Audit test today, i'm glad i did study a bit, at least, got some definitions inside my head . But seems like my costing is damn bad . One simple question took me an hour plus to understand, and tutor needs to use my pens to demostrate to me . I feel like a 5 year old child learning math, when the teacher uses apples to teach, you know what i mean ? Anyway, better than not knowing i guess . 

Pay's out,  i think it's the tips from last month, totalled up to $245 . Think i'll deposit a hundred bucks into our account this month . =) . 

Finally, i've made up my mind to quit CYA . Although i've to pay $250 for breach of contract, i'm more than willing to, than to stay and suffer from last minute cancellation of my programmes to attend something i'm not at the least bit interested in . Imagine if you were me, new roster commence on 1st Nov 2008 - Saturday, duty day changes from Sunday to Wednesday, which means new roster skips one duty for me, and have plans already made for Sunday since there's no duty . Only on Saturday morning, 1st Nov 2008 itself then you received a sms saying that new roster commence on 3rd Nov 2008 - Wednesday, tell you to go for duty, if not replacement done . Find replacement within one day ? Hello ~ it's weekend, not everyone is contactable . What i'm furious about ain't that, but the way you gave down orders . One word, without consideration for others at ALL . Tried telling you this news is last minute, you replied ? Never mind . I'LL SQUASH YOUR FREAKING MIND ! 

Have heard from not one, not two, but quite a few that you're hard to work with . Lucky that i've decided to withdraw, if not i'm not sure what i'll do to you when new roster starts with YOU in the same day . 

I needa release, i need my own time . I wanna club till i drop, i wanna drink till i puke, i wanna think of nothing . I need my vitamins, badly . 

There's no goal in my life . I study for the sake of my parents, i eat for the sake of living and i live for the sake of my family . This . . . is . . . my . . . life .